The Sea of Emotion

They looked at one another

And knew their paths were crossed

Like star struck lovers

Tossed into the sea of emotion

Maybe it was fate

Maybe it was

All part of the plan

Maybe it was magick

Whatever it was

Be it fate or fortune

It was theirs alone

And they would walk

That path together

And when the seas

Became too rough

They would face the wind

And turn to one another

And embrace

They would face the storm

In all its fury

And in their innocent wisdom

They knew

If they stood together

And not alone

They would survive

And within the chaos of the storm

A new day would dawn

And the journey

Would begin again

Another day

On the sea of emotion

( March 28th , 2001 )

Christian

My Christian
Swirling clouds surround you
Like the great winds
Of a storm
Tempest
Or torment
You choose the weapon
Fate chooses the time
Destiny plays out
Like Shakespeare's
Latest tragedy
And you just keep
Spinning
Christian like the wind
You know no boundaries
You test the limits
Of Earth and sky
A warrior
Out of time
Haunted
Possession in your eyes
Where all I see
Is darkness
And sometimes
The light of a child
Who's lost and alone
So I want to reach out
But when I do
I feel your retreat
So I resist
And feel from a distance
What frightens you
And what drives you
To this madness
One step farther away
Into Christians world
Caught up
In a dragons wings
Rage against the innocence
And for innocence lost
Over and over again.

( 6/01/05 )

Ghost On The Highway

I've spent many an hour
Retracing steps
Going over roads
From my past
Ghosting the highways
Looking for answers
That i'll never find
I find no solace
Or peace here
On this endless quest
Maybe it's because
Im not even sure
What i'm searching for
Tracking that ghost
Thru the fog
I've walked a million miles
Maybe one day
I'll find my answers
Find what i'm looking for
Cause I know this road
Can't go on forever

Searching

Sometimes I try and look back through that mirror...trying to find my way back, to the point of no return. But that mirror is clouded and no longer crystal clear. Ive searched for God and found at times a great sense of peace and tranquility, but no answers...only more questions. Faith they call it... But faith is what? Or who... I don't understand how to accept one thing without giving up the other. I'm told that these things can co-exist, just to be told by others that it cant. So which is right? Are they both wrong? I do not see my answers coming from any mortal, because they too have no answers. So where are the Angels when you need them? Perhaps busy, fighting for the human race, too distracted to deal with one small crisis.. While the world is in chaos, the days grow shorter, time on Earth seems to be quickening, growing darker. It is no wonder it is difficult to find solace.

( This was written on Easter of 2005 )